Simply Contemplate: Good Days & Bad

wordy wednesday

This summer I read John Owen’s Mortification of Sin. I enjoyed the delve into older, denser English. There were several places where at first I was a little taken aback at his line of argument, but after continuing on and thinking about it, I realized it was more that he was not saying things the way that such things would now be said than that he was actually saying something I disagreed with. I experienced firsthand (again) C.S. Lewis’ opinion that

It is a good rule, after reading a new book, never to allow yourself another new one till you have read an old one in between. … Every age has its own outlook. It is specially good at seeing certain truths and specially liable to make certain mistakes. We all, therefore, need the books that will correct the characteristic mistakes of our own period. And that means the old books.

But that’s not the quote I was going to lead with this week.

The Mortification of Sin is a Daily Thing

John Owen’s famous and summary line from this book is

Be killing sin or it will be killing you.

A paragraph I copied out to my commonplace book in this vein was

Indwelling distemper grows restive and stubborn by continuance in ease and quiet. As it never dies of itself, so if it be not daily killed, it will always gather strength.

For myself, I know I am more likely to count as a success a day where I did not struggle with my temper, with my attitude (um, well, I’m not sure I have those days), or with my sloth. A good day is a day I don’t have to deal with impatience, irritability, laziness, and self-indulgence.

What Owen is telling us here is that those are not the good days. Those days of ease and quiet are days that indwelling sin gathers strength, silently and stealthily. The days that feel like a wreck and a failure, because we come to the end of our rope and have to admit our sinfulness, our need of a Savior, our weakness and inability – those are the days sin is being dealt with and mortified.

Let us be willing to daily kill our indwelling sin, even if it means having a preponderance of days that feel bad rather than days of ease and quiet. Sometimes it takes a fever and vomit to be cleansed of impurity. Thanks be to God: We have a Good Physician at hand.

9 Responses

  1. Dawn
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    Wow. This is just what I needed to read this morning. Thank you for helping me to adjust my viewpoint, Mystie. I appreciate this series even if I don’t comment regularly.

    • Mystie Winckler
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      Hi, Dawn! Yes, this was a perspective-shifter for me, too.

  2. Lisa V in BC
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    Thank you for being real. I have had those days more often than not in the past and yes, I can see my own growth as well as my children’s growth through those periods. Praise be to God that He does not leave us as we are.

    • Mystie Winckler
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      Welcome, Lisa! It is hard to see the growth when it all feels like failure, but it’s there if we’re turning to God.

  3. Carol
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    Grace made perfect in weakness – It’s not until I read the older books/authors that I realise how differently we view things in our times.

  4. Cindy
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    This is why I sometimes hate being a Christian :)

    I keep a list of the books I read just to keep myself accountable for my reading. I would be embarrassed to record that I had read a fluffy romance. I also try to read a few classics each year. Certainly not every other book but at least a few.

    • Mystie Winckler
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      One or two old books a year is all I average, too, but I always tell myself I should read more of them when I do! :)

  5. Ginger
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    Hi,
    A very good book, written a present day woman is Extravagant Grace by Barbara Duguid. Regarding Sanctification, it is less about obeying more, but realizing more and more how needy we are, and turning more and more toward Christ, where we rest more and more, in his grace.

    It follows John Newtons’ idea of Sanctification and mortification of sin.

    It would certainly support anything that Owen says.

    Blessings,
    Ginger